Tension growning Separation forming Temper tantrums Don't suit my style I'd like to explore The depths Of your mind And tweak And correct Like a mad scientist Take you apart Fix what has gone amiss Labotomy so you can't make me Feel weak anymore You tore Me assunder Trusting you was my blunder I was really hoping for more… My expectations Set to high Didn't expect much Just wanted you to care enough… Not to lie to me… Shouldn't have even wished for that "Why can't you just help me?!
Is that to much to ask?!" I say with a frown You could cut the Awkward silence With a knife We have nothing to say To eachother We don't exist Right now It causes to much strife Rifeling through My bittersweet memories Feeling the urge to resist Digging deeper Maybe can't stand What I'd find Physically painful rewind Sick to my stomach Feeling light in my head Shit… what have I done… Twitching, remembering… Trembling, wishing&hellip.
You were here to hold me… Feeling all my fears Drowning in my tears Without my permission Growing fission Fusion of thoughts Heavy metals poisoning us Your mind poisoning my mind My mind poisoning you… We're killing eachother Murdering one another In ectasy In lust We will forever trust Eachother… Only there Will you meet me there?
Will you stare Make me bare My own soul To your soul Wish I could see In your eyes Just one more time… A few more times… And see your eyes Seeing my eyes… Wish I could feel Your warm lips On my warm lips Just one more time Instead of kissing Your cold lips In your cold box With a cold audience Watching us… Criticizing… Scrutinizing our last goodbye… For awhile…